Seingat aku, kami berkenalan sejak 2002 melalui UBU. She was a former Hizbi member and I'm just an ordinary mahasiswa who keen to help myself and society by humble opinions which were much refers to Islamic perspective (thou I admit that I'm not an ustaz in very narrow definition).
"...I feel a bit overwhelmed lately, trying to cope with the cards life dealt me (ewah guna western expression pulak.saya ni orang islam lah, saya iktiraf pengertian takdir, qada dan qadar..)".
"...i know i have been guilty of using my blog as a channel for my wrath and frustrations sometimes, and in doing do i let down some people who expect me to be stronger or have the bigger heart. oh well. i'm sorry".
"...i think i only understand now how much much more painful and hard to manage when you know the people who love you and you love very much are upset and sad because you are being tested by Allah... sometimes you have to do it all alone, bide the time on your own".
"...because we have a long life ahead of us. So you just want to be able to be who you are in every moment, and that's the only way you'll ever be truly happy".
All from my beloved sister - who brave the fight at every moments. You know who you are and I'm proud of you.
i. Aku baca blog Sheih Kickdefella dan sangat tersentuh dengan entry Selamat Tinggal Bungaku. Be strong bro!
ii. Aku suka bicara mereka yang teguh dalam perjuangan (terlepas persoalan setuju atau tidak dengan pendekatan yang diambil). Kata akhir yang menusuk hati - "Tiada setetes pun darah muslim yang gratis" (bergetar hati memikirkannya).
iii. Oh, Jebai's entry juga memotivasikan - Of Freedom to Err and To Learn (Jebai adalah nama panggilan kami kepada Hafiz Noor Sham (weh, betul ke kau dah resign? kau selalu buat keputusan yang cool, haha)
iv. Subuh hari ini terasa perbezaan yang nyata - semoga doaku diperkenankan Allah s.w.t..
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